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Not as We

Thu Sep 17, 2009, 4:43 PM
"The dream is not forgotten,
nor in dreaming have you lost
the promise of your ardor
your love will ne'er exhaust
you've walked through somber valleys
and sailed the welkin ways
your soul is merely waiting for a time to newly blaze"


Yesterday, I ended a relationship with a man who has been my home, my companion, and my love for the last two and a half years.
It was easily the most difficult decision I've ever had to make.

As far as reasons why, they are my own, and I don't want to talk about it.
There is no hate in my heart, no desire for his pain or suffering.
I love him far too much to wish him ill.

I'll be okay someday.
and until that someday comes, its promise will be enough for me.

  • Mood: Sadness

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:iconwarflight:
:hug:

It's great to see you back on dA!

You were very much missed.

Oh, and once again :hug: (it just seems you needed it)
:iconwynnesome:
I hope this change will end no friendships, and that you will both be well and happy.

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:iconjeffreywinner:
I'm sorry to hear about this. If there could possibly be one positive thing to come out of this it would be to use the feelings you have to project emotion into your already amazing body of work. I always put bad feeling to good use and try and create art. I hope everything goes well for you. Peace, always.

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"One does not discover new lands without consenting to leave sight of the shore for a very long time." Andre Gide
:icondrackar:
Sometimes, things end...sadly, they must. I hope you become well soon.

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As it was, there were temporary cease-fires in his angry dialogue with a God in Whom he did not believe.
:iconskiesofchaos:
A cup of tea and a gentle offer of chocolate, is the best I can do. May you find healing in your own time and your own way.

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:icon1pixart:
my best wishes for you

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:iconcrimzonaeternis:
Sorry to hear it end.
Sending magical, fuzzy froggies your way. . .

*Hoping for the best*
:icondwingephotography:
You're awesome! My life has been enriched simply by knowing and being with you, not to mention how you have elevated my work. Every time I see you it brings a huge smile to my face, and it always will. Always.

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:iconstokerbramwell:
I'm sorry to hear it, but what has to be done has to be done. I hope and pray that you both shall heal and be the stronger for it.

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